wind guru , working his magic once more.



i'm tired,

i wont give up.

good days ahead, more pictures coming up.

im flamming within, hot as usual.

ive finally experienced a good day, yea it has kinda
like been a drought season since coming back from
junior europeans. Plain boring and surely full of
negative unpredictables which i dont want to talk
about it. Sailing today was some fun shit man,
420 with paul,siobhan,paul's cousin. And tacking
duel in opti with gris which never quite happened
cause i was flooding the boat. I'm gonna upload
pictures up now, some of them were taken while
i was on trapeze, cool right? only sherm does it.
credits go to sherm and olympus camera, 7.2 megapixel.

it was suppose to be a happy post till 11pm.

wtf sherm

if you were me,
would you go to town this saturday
or hang around at nsc for sail the WORLD.

decisions decisions..

its a damn bloody sad day, emo sounds are played
on the radio as well. People are taking fuckever
to reply msges, i wanna go for Funeral For a Friend
concert, 85 bucks..

fuck it, tmro's a off day, my body is in rest mode
but i cant rest the damn thing up there, stop thinking
one day could serve fine. I WANNA DOTA AND CS.
HEADSHOTS PLS.

lamer you bloody lazy. dammit.

life has been the same, boring.

thats why i havent been blogging.

the past 10 days have been the worst.

I need time out, i need to stop thinking.

take her off, pls.

moving on to more exciting stuff, i just got my
results, i aint doing that well but not as bad
as what i thought. SO.. rp or aut?.
i'm not taking o levels alright, thats not gonna happen.

more even exciting;

friday is staff/teachers day so there's no school!.
facebook's cool but difficult to use.

not so good stuff ;

the bloody harness is still too big.
tues there's extra lessons in the morning


guys if you've got alot of time
watch entourage, its darn good.

douche bag!

Impulsive thought.

i wanna throw my laptop and mobile away

i dont wanna remain in contact with the world

hopefully this will take away some of the problems

phone line expires in 3 weeks time

i got cb and bs . wtf

you know what i think?.

1. life fucks you up real badly, you think that you're
doing something really bad but in actual fact bad
aint even near bad yet.

2. girls are bloody cold/cool. hold on,except those that
are reading this now.

3. i think i fucked it up really badly,

4. sherm , dont fucking take three when you cant handle one.

right faris?.

4am forever

dammit i cant sleep and its 4.45am now. jet lagging and uncle koh
wants me to go back to school tmro. I'm really glad to have finished
first for this regetta cause we didnt really get enough training on
the water. we had only two full days of trng to get the new boat
up and running well and not to mention that stine and i just came
back to 420 from the 29er so yep, it was a cool feeling except
even in 15 knots of reaching the 420 feels really slow still.

Our qualifying series was sailed in about 6-15 knots of wind
and we scored 13,8,4,1,6,7. The race that we finished first
we had a really huge lead and the wind was around 6-10 knots.
we won that race because of really good speed and stine's tactics
were great. In the final series we did 4,33,2,5,2,5,2,9. The
second race was 3-6 knots in 20-30 degrees shifting conditions
and the rest were sailed in around average 12-15 knots of breeze.

We had some really good starts during the regatta , usually we'll
come in at the first mark around top 6- top 15 and from there its
just playing the catching up game, downwind was really tiring cause
we pumped the whole leg and when its time to down the spin i take
ages. I remember this race when we were gonna round mark 1,

sherm : hey stine i think only top 4 is possible the rest are
too far to catch, just us and the greeks.

stine : okay ons we rip them during the downwind.

sherm, half way on the dw leg : motherfucker lets get the rest,

stine : look back and see the greeks.

and we finished 2nd i think but wtf we had like 50metres on the
greeks when we finished, yes we won JUNIOR euros with that
kind of work rate, pumping 6 downwinds a day only stopping to
wipe the sweat off. oh we had 3 races where there wasnt O flag
' dont tell me you guys dont know what that is ".

okay anw i'll just upload pictures to end off, and probably
catch some sleep. you guys wont be seeing me at nsc for a long time.
I need my "'rehab"" and rest.

i think hannah's pretty

25 boat lengths lead.. gee gee for you

viva la bon

i like my laptop, her battery life's 4 hours.

can i have a cheesepie with banana milkshake pls? thanks

when its blowing 20-25 knots in 420 what do you do?.
with a 15 degree wind chill..

here i am, medembilk. seeing cow shite every morning.
yeah its kinda country side but its nice, secluded.
at least i can find my peace. focus on my shit and do
my thing. I miss my bros' back at home, yah you assholes
dont you dare watch another movie without me around!.
today was was measurements, and our new spin didnt pass
cos its too big.. so we are using ag spin
at least ag spin has been tested and proven so nothing to
worry about.the rest of them are measuring sails now so
ive got another 30 mins to kill.. the wind was 13-20 knots
today only tim and us trained.. boat feels good so yea
this is it i guess..goodbye bro's i know your reading this.
take care ( fist to your boobs haha, chest la ).

just the way we are.

thanks bro's for one hellava week at school, partying all night
wasting youth and finding the way in life. i've got a chance to
make all this right now,. vollebak beyond, i know i have it in me.


i do,i do, i fucking do.

i believe you have it in you.



craig.f

there you go, the whole world thinks that they are just perfect
for each other and they themselves don't acknowledge the affinity
and chemistry they both share.

i went 2 down then came half up. but wth half is gay. not even one./

i need my fill, i cant wait.

i've got nothing to blog.

Okay I’m like writing this post on a bus, yea I’m on bus 168 now on the way to tampines and I’ll take a cab down to nsc from there.. darn it . its raining again, what is wrong with the weather now?. Heat wave in eastern Europe and floods in the uk. I’ve switched rooms now and I’m currently rooming with faris, aaron , Andrew and jimmy. Life in school isn’t so bad afterall. And it was really nice of faris to have helped me move my stuff over, appreciate it a lot. It’ll be open house tmro and I’m dreading it cos I think that it’ll be really boring and shite. OK. The deal is that school now isn’t as bad because of hostel, but moving out is an option , well I’ll decide after junior Europeans,. My life is in a standstill mode now, and we all know why.

Training for a big event is always a tough thing to do both mentally and physically , waking up in the wee hours just to drink supplements isn’t nice, doing an hour on the bike makes lactic seem so familiar, going for endless physio sessions and taking 20 mins of my time to do stretching every night is a chore and requires discipline . Wire 2 Wire I dare you.




Okay.. after 17 days in Canada and spending 3 days in hostel, I found out something, I do hardcore ..and softy is not my thing.. tonight we party!.

death roll

death cab for cutie.

muah!.

tonight we party;

''from paris to berlin''
the view from above
city of angels
from the ''2'' floor
yea you guessed it.


morgan from belgium
german guys on the left and holland on the right
harken blow boat contest
ben and jerry's






i bumped into her today, whatever they say the first cut is the deepest
i tell you now it was picture perfect.; fullstop.

Back from Canada and finally life has settled down or at least i think so,
the trip was really good and i definitely learn lots especially 29er sailing
which i currently miss now. The last race the wind was around 20-25 knots,
before we hit the water i whispered good game to ghandi, that was the
wind he wanted and he proved it by leading the race in mid leg before they
capsized and chun hurt his knee. After we sailed out of the club we hoisted
the spin to sail to the course on starboard, everything was good and the boat
was just flying over everything bound on its course we gybed to port and the
boat felt like it was jamming its bow down each wave and yea we nose dived
and the spin got messed up, took us abt 5 mins to sort it out. The last race
started and we rounded mark one top ten which was fuckin' good considering
some of the other teams were 30kg heavier than us, but dammit we nose dived
once more and another three during the race hahas. luckily we finished the race,
the day that i loved most was the day we did 4,2,4 and clearly won the day,
the wind was around 6-12 knots which was perfect and we won almost all the starts
thks to line guru, i didnt wear gloves on that day and came back to shore will blisters.


Ok enough about sailing now, we stayed at st.lawrence college and the rooms
were nice and big enough but the food sucked though like a whole lot.
there were plenty of girls there cos there was also a church camp there,
on the rest day we interacted with them including the sailors from holland,
poland, guatemala, and belgium. There was one bad thing about Canada though
and that is they are very strict when it comes to buying alcohol and clubbing.
well chris the german guy was furious cos he didnt get into the pub and
didnt manage to buy any alcohol. The last day was crazy ghandi and i were
hanging out at the lounge and one by one , couples started heading back to their
rooms haha, i shan't reveal anymore. anw i'll just end off from here and upload
pictures up. tonight we party!.

friend foe or stranger?

she went one up on me, she'll be two down for me soon.


crapped enough alright this week has been the whackest
week in school ever. why?.

1. I went to school without any sleep/rest for 30 hours
first time ever.

2. I reached school around 1050pm ytd the latest ever.

3. I had an aura around me , somehow teachers just didnt scold me
impossible? maybe not.

4. on the byte course today i predicted two shifts correctly, probably
b'cause i was on the power boat so it was easier to see. darn.

5. I saw val's monster kill during race 4 , best start at pin
first to cross in on port tack, started knocking near
starboard lay-line , tacked good crossing angle, 35 m
lead at mark 2. heh talk about world champs. good one eh!.

Even though i've got a rest day from school tomorrow i'm
gonna be very busy still. sorry girls i cant make it down
to nsc for prize giving , i know you all will sail well and
bring the damn gold back for sure.

I'm leaving for Canada tomorrow , blow like a wuss
i wouldnt mind. Anw Happy birthday andrew! ,
swensens tmro, earthquakeeee already.

i dont have to suffer from tomorrow onwards,
it ends now. cheers mark.
everyone knows why.

somehow blogging from my acer is much nicer
than the macbook. time check 2.33am. oh
before i forget i think fernie has really
good music. Mediterranean kind. if thats
how you spell it. groovy dudes!.

hold back.

meet my new toy ;

they say once you buy a macbook
you'll be tempted to buy the pro
ah whatever, mum persuaded me
for the black one, wont get dirtied
and screwed so soon and it suits
my U2.

went to our old lady stadium yesterday.
the soccer match was a letdown. sing played
horribly except khairul amri and lionel lewis.

the lights out party was a waste of time for me,
i thought i could earn some quick cash from
selling the extra tickets that i got and i found
out that everyone else were selling them too.

the " zouk" party turned out to be your
average retro 80's pop night , im not saying
that the dj sucked but the genre certainly didnt
suit me i was expecting trance , r n b or house music.
how do you expect me to dance to 80's??.

but anyways i saw cai and his friends dancing,
dude the hand thing that they did was cool,
way cool ''er'' than the stupid wave that took
me 5 months to master, then again they are
frequent clubbers .

omf this post is just so darn random and long.

eh its 5.45am now and i still cant sleep.
okay i slept from 11.25pm - 3.08am.
i think its good game already.
meeting oxxo at 8am tamp , shucks if
i sleep now i think i will oversleep.

nvm, i'm going cycling later after tamp,

the race track will be from tm to changi
the long stretch . mileage?. im expecting
to do 35km.

zhik. whats missing now is mircofleece and top plus hydrophobic suit.
no wind and lunch on shore , we had fries and coke la!. so much for nutrition.
spectra h'ven.
rowing a hobiecatdogmouse back to shore
malcom page and nathan wilmot. the fucking best hoist ive ever seen,
how to save a life, thats dry trapezing for you!
chun finally doing a backhand trapeze!

back.

woohoo! i'm back, wow. ya right
Germany was fun, totally dude. cause i could eat all the junk food
and not feel bad about it. yes i lost 2kg after 420 nationals.
i probably had like three scoops of ice cream and 2 cans of coke everyday.
the temperature there was 11-15 degrees in the morning ( shivering balls )
not to mention the 8 min run in the morning and giba's weirdo stretching.

29er sailing was cool shit arse , haha the race track's so small it only takes
25-30 mins to complete the course and we get an hour rest in between races.
29er is like a whole new game of sailing i reckon, anw our races were
6,4,4,2,13,28,12,5. as usual stine raped the downwind. I think we were the
lightest male pair as usual , the other crews were like 180 at least, wtf.

i'll post pictures tonight , gotta eat dinner now. anw
congrats to the twins for ripping the byte nationals apart
2-3 finish without any trng . good one blokes

when your sailing 420 and its blowing 20knots what do you do?

you dont understand do you?
does the last post even sound like its her?.
fuck it, mind your own business

Talking to Sherman Cheng who is in Germany now rocks ballxzsxzs! If he didn't talk to me online and made me laugh, I would have gone and drowned myself in the bathtub. Hahaha, I'm kidding. I would go back to bed and try to sleep, with this restless heart of mine. Emo kid. Will wear all black tomorrow. Previous post was private. Ranted all the shit out. Wtheff, I don't want to go for Math tuition tomorrow. Pon ah pon! And I can refresh my livejournal page a gazillion and one times within 5 minutes. I have become an obsessed blogger. Oh the shit.

AH! Cheng you rock. I'm gonna have clothes from Germany! :D

bs;

screw off go back to where you belong.
the grass is greener over at your side
keep rolling

hellogoodbye

; today is a bad day

I'm starting to have regrets. here's my situation
i hit the mark, i do my penalty. only thing is that i
did my penalty too late , get my flow?.

plans for the next 8 weeks/2 months.

1. Germany, from 11-26 June.
2. Canada, from 6-22 July
3. Holland from 1- 18 august.

whispers '' hello i miss you quite terribly''

ice ice baby

; lets connect.

7 down 5 to go.

you know they say '' one chance only dont wait till its all over and you'll start having regrets''
yes i agree, totally.

i know i'll start having regrets in 3 post to come.


truth is ; i dont learn from my mistakes i let it happen again and again and./.

wtf is wrong

vollebak beyond

stine paints a picture on the upwind

he then shows me on the downwind.

On the corner of main street
Just tryin' to keep it in line
You say you wanna move on and
You say I'm falling behind

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

I never really gave up on
Breakin' out of this two-star town
I got the green light
I got a little fight
I'm gonna turn this thing around

The good old days, the honest man;
The restless heart, the Promised Land
A subtle kiss that no one sees;
A broken wrist and a big trapeze

The teenage queen, the loaded gun;
The drop dead dream, the Chosen One
A southern drawl, a world unseen;
A city wall and a trampoline

good morning sunshine!.

yes life's been a little too harsh on me, sailing 14/16 days
passion my soul baby. yes i could get all boozed up and
enjoy the hols. i'm not gonna do that, heads up high
im fighting, you bet i am.

i'm enjoying this solitary experience.

read my mind

went giant supermarket here's what i came back with;

1. groceries, tons of nutritious stuff that angela recommended

2. luck opportunity and time. fancy meeting

'' stranger ''friend'' female mate ''

now how does that sound?. shermalicious for you!.

guys if you want perfection and proportion
go nsc . she wont be there for too long.

think straight, dont be childish eh

bus stop gf

As I walk through the valley
of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me
have gone their separate ways
I've seen enough now
to know that beautiful things
don't always stay that way
I've done enough now
to know this beautiful place
isn't everything they say


Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered


solve my mystery only one person can,
i'm sorry its you.

info.com
er. she likes cycling, midnight cycling

so whats the approach now eh?

OMG. its hellava time here dude
thanks 'k' for making my day
it brings back the old good days'

lets not talk shall we?,

signal fire

things i want to do ( if there's time )

1. cycle from home to bukit timah

2. do 25km/h on my bike for an hour.

3. do a trail with justin wong.

4. buy a helmet

5. buy cycling top

6. buy cycling gloves

7. buy a speedometer

8. cycling with rach around xing jia por.( singapore ) chill one la.

if theres time theres no money
if theres money theres no time.

this is gonna be one hellava cycling season.

plans and plans

no more dreaming no more planning.
white soft sand that wont even heat up
a mild breeze that is good enough to
block the heat, waves perfect for
skimming, music smooth enough
for some groove. a smell so addictive
and familar. lastly,baileys to go along,
i'm sane.

bored

i cant wait for season three to be out dammit.
ha south park's real gay.

today was awfully fun, lactic in my arms.
ha im such a weirdo.
oh btw i like the shirt you wore today.

'' sherm'' just sounds all weird now.
what happened to sherman?.

plans for the week.

monday, gym - weights and circuit. 3km run

tuesday. geog test, kk hospital

wednesday, s.s test 29er with suzzie

thurs, 29er with suzzie,

friday, pack boats to raffles marina.



current state;
violent meltdown

i'm in a i wanna slash myself kind of mood right now, yes i've gotten all emo and worthless now
but i cant stop this feeling, dont worry i'm gutless so yes im still here and not bleeding or whatever.
one day, one day. im gonna just let go, no more thinking , no more dreading. i talk alot and think even
more but the point is, i dont put things into action and i'm hellava indecisive person, to think that
the person typing this down actually got into ssps hall of fame. guts? i;ve got none. if i carry on
this post you ppl will know too much about me. let me remain mysterious and lacklustre guy.
the one that pefers cycling alone on amber road to hanging out at town. the one that enjoys
lonely bus rides . yes emo

happy tired'

1. why i still like staying in the hostel in school.

2.okay here's a good one.what happens when your ipod cracks on you?
say '' baby pls''. it worked for me at least.

3. i still dont know why i just cant click the damn mouse
when it scrolls over something,.

4.your hurting me pretty badly, godlike.

as plain as it can be.

thought of the day;
'' if you've got no money to check into a hotel, use your friend's house instead''!!!.

i cant believe i finished the whole season one of prison break today.
time to sleep, i'll hit the pedals in 8.45hrs.

life is plain.
geog and s.s next week.

you want to know how to make your life more interesting?
go to jov's blog.

Meet Me By The Water

Would you please meet me by the water, baby
We'll have a really good time
Would you please meet me by the water, baby
'Cause I can't get you off of my mind

I've been thinking everyday about you
Don't fit anywhere into my life, but that's okay
'Cause I think I might be right for you
And because of that, I'm not scared at all
And everyone says I'm crazy
And everyone says I'm a fool
Would you meet me by the water tonight
'Cause I'm ready to break all the rules

i've got one shot to make all this right.
i'm ready to break all the rules tonight,
will you?

okay funky. time to hit the books,
till dawn. i need a sexy song to keep me awake.

woke up 15mins before school started today, english lesson was as
usual interesting. got back chinese compo and i passed, didnt
expect that though. chem was productive, super.

followed the boys to hostel area to chill out, found out that
4 of them got suspended, meanwhile some sec one girls
provided entertainment , it was hilarious eh.

physio for an hour and a half, fell asleep with the heat
pack on. 168 back home. watched prison break, last three episodes.

pretty is fine, pretty+rebellious is pretty Darn fine.

the edge

physio tmro
3km+core on sat
two sessions with suzzie this weekend
monday chem
tuesday math
wednesday s.s
following wed geog
following thursday P.E

throw me whatever,
this aint nothing but a summer jam
we're gonna party as much as we can,
tonight ladies wearing prada skirts real tight
temperature is rising real high in the heat of the night
midnight party dont stop until the moonlight

oooo.

is it time?

is it time to get down to work?. mm next week
chemistry to kick start everything. i studied s.s
just and i'm gonna do soccer in a while. the
weather's been crazy lately, global warmshit and all.


okay. One week and thats it, seven days only.

moderate hopeless temptation and
joyflow melody, ha. you dont get what
i mean do you/

story of my life

prison break is addictive.

saying your name is kinda difficult isnt it?.

heh mum speaks in a lingo of a teenager, how cool's that

'' damn sick ah''

late winter

I'M GONNA DO 25 CHIN UPS FOR YOU BY OCTOBER 8TH.

beause beautiful is hard to find
and i got a long way to go.

how to start ?.

sorty fo my elif, d

yesterday was such a blast, soccer at the cage lunch at kfc
followed by heeren paragon wheelock ben's house dinner
at cine bk and esplanade. it was andrewandi for the night
cause everyone had to go back t sweet ole home, we talked
about probability and the stuff that goes around it. i fell
asleep for 15 mins while talking to him , left esplanade
at 1040, reached home at 1150 woke up with a headache
guess what i drank last night

homesworks suchs as chores

they say dare to dream
follow your heart

i say get real, it takes two hands to clap.

i live a life full of regrets.
just added one 40 seconds ago after reading something.

uhhah.

i wrecked my brain trying to send you a msg. wtf of me.

ookay i'm gonna be quite busy for the next three days.

sunday-
1. Fendi passing me his spex form,- 8.45am
2.cycle to nsc and cycle back after trng, 7.15pm
3.meet mum at tampines mall. sign vondafone broadband. 8pm
4. English homework online before 11.45pm

monday-
1. Meet the guys at kallang mrt (9am)
2. walk to the cage (9.15)
3.lunch with them, (12.45 - 1.40)
4.meet justin wong at newurbanmale (2-2.20)
5. follow aaron to crumpler after that, (2.40 - 3)
6. meet her at novena (3-5ish?)
7.take the train home, wash up and nap for an hour. (6-7)
8.dinner at home ( 7.15- 8)
9.supper with sonia ( 10?), not confirmed.
10. home sweet home ( hopefully before 12am)

tuesday-
1.lunch with dadmum ( 12-1pm)
2.cycle to cousin's house for gym ( 2-4pm)
3.giant supermarket with dadmum ( 5-6pm)
4. school ( 6.40)
5. Funfair with aaronfaris ( 7.20- 8.00)
6.dinner with them (8.20-9)
7. back to school (before 930)

ghandi, dont say i got no social life.

i wrecked my brain trying to send you a msg. wtf of me.

i miss

• running in the 200m event in primary sch
• a sleek wire2wire
• the gold rush at asian games
• reaching windward hoist in 20 over knots at nz.

whyme

I TRIED.


I LOST.



(inset)
mum's heels + my haivanas,

reality pls

this could be a story
this could be a final lie.

i dont need this happy ending

okay this sucks, it fucking does. i only got 2 hours of sleep last night.
let me explain, dont jump to any conclusion yourself.

doctor gave me flu medicine, cough mixture and asthma pills to pop.
flu medicine and cough mixture made me really giddy its those
that are meant to make you sleep kind. so yes i was really tired
after taking them but what i forgotten was that the asthma pills
kicks start your heart beat. just like asthma inhalers they make
your heart beat much faster and your unable to calm it down.

so there i was feeling freakin' giddy and tired . my heart
was pumping 115 beats average a min while lying on my bed
forcing me to stay awake. so i slept at 3am and woke up at 5am.
been up forever since. i hate it when i'm ill and arent sailing
especially on weekends when time is aplenty and i left my books
in school. planned my trng log. cleaned my room, read 70 pages
of mind games, played psp. smsed suzzie. 98.7fm for 8 hours.

good ole

sherm is dying
sherm is living
sherm is high!

i beg

i find it hard to catch my breath when im walking already
i wonder how am i gonna hoist that damn spin tmro for f's sake.
its fatal and harzardous doing something i love isnt it?.
results for lung test three weeks ago. - 52 %
it sure feels like 20-35 % now. i'm gasping

history, now, forever ;
you got me thinking about you
goodbye stranger friend.
a journey to be cherished.
i will whisper your name on my last breath,

what the!

holiday in US from 29 nov - 2nd jan?!. wth.

roar roaR!. imma bomb the plane miss wee!.

its not the scar its the story.

puta-man. i've fallen.ill.

there aint no bounce back no more shite.

this retarded lame-ness got me thinking.

sexy eh

i am fast, bloody fast. ok i'm out of point.

ha whats with me looking like i'm drunk?
blame the sun not me, ok i'm feeling the
muscle limitations now, not being able
to go full stretch, must be '' delayed muscle
soreness''.. hmmm sounds familar jov?.

eh i need cycling partners now, its too
dangerous cycling by myself on the road.
hitting that 41km/h mark flooring the
panaracer rubber ooh it feels so good eh.

if one wants to die then go ahead
dont tell me your sad life story.
its falling on deaf ears i'm sure.

school tmro another week of horror
will see if i can pull through.

i repeat, down under seems too good
an opportunity to be missed.

stranger friend you got me
thinking about you right now.

cardio machine

oh pls dont mention nose dive; right thigh screwed up.

its another one of those '' i live by the moment'' day.
lactic took its ground today, it toyed me around
and me at its mercy once again, my arms no longer
feel the pain that is being felt right now.

ha i've taken a liking for justin timberlakes's
' what goes around comes around '. the lyrics
are kinda catchy eh, all about karma la!.

if there is one thing to do, it'll be the one thing
that i loved doing.


kill my emo-ness pls
schnitzel; i aint gay,eh

oh so soon?

1. darn it stop the clock right now dammit.

2. $80 bucks on books, i need sponsors

3. i had a conversation with my arms the other day
i realised that they were too slow in reaction and
lacked explosiveness. and they arent long enough.

4. "" by 20 years old your lungs will be as good as plastic''

5. debate was goodshite today, enjoyed it tons

6. own or get owned

7. major module

8. school meltdown

9. darn she's hot-looking eh

10. a pretty face is nothing compared to ..

11. ok i better sleep now.

my thoughts on friday the 13th.

this aint my thing.

sailing at its best, sailed 420 today got alive and started breathing.
being able to control the boat is a skill , being able to control it better
than anyone else is joy; i found myself screaming on the port reach
today when the 13-15 knot gust hit and immediately the spin
powered up i couldnt take it b'cos its been so long since i felt
the pain on fingers trying to hold on to the spin sheet. and it
comes to a state where pain isnt physical and is just a state of mind.
o i'm not gonna start talking about my obession with pain .;

okay we've got a tv in the hostel now so we can watch champions
league matches. the funny part was smuggling the darn 26'
into the hostel, ha, and the bubble tea turned classical teh pik.

granny 's leaving for malaysia on saturday morning, dad's leaving
for japan on saturday night and mum leaving for bangkok on
sunday morning. i'm leaving for sports school on sunday night

some music will inspire. your hand is the one i want to hold

friday the 13th, 8days time.
come what may.
under the starlight she whispers sweet nothings.


















i'm thinking of taking my bike out for a ride, i need a cycling partner
so anyone here free? if you are then msg me.

shag not.

420 for an hour and 29ered for 4 hours, so shag.
again my back pain is starting to come back.
tell me how not to make is worse?, where in 29er
i gotta freaking up/down the spin and i got to use
the back muscles especially. physio tmro, confirm g-g.

it was father and son's day today. mum and bro went
over to cousin's place for a swim. dad brought me
to guardian to buy a back support for me, with
two metal pieces at the back to prevent bad posture.
now i gotta wear it everywhere i go.

I finally got a bike , i love it cause it one hellva machine
and its pretty darn fast too!. introducing GT avalanche 1.0
2007 model and i havent seen anyone riding it on the road

Derailer : shimano LX
suspension : sun tours ( can adjust )
Tired : Panaracer
Rims : damn good
Lights : front and back cateye

actually my budget was 400 plus got i wanted a cheap
one then i save up some money to zhng it. then dad said
to get a good bike so we ended up buying something more ex
hmm the price? you go guess la. its a high end GT bike but
compared to brands more established like trek it is only average.

603 sent msges in 7 days, i'm screwed.
dont msg me unless impt, sorry about tt.

fle ; xoxo. 12 days

ho

if you die then i'll be alone.
what happened to our plan?.